It would be offensive to write on singleness.
I haven't learned to love the early quiet
in decades of mornings spent alone
scrambling eggs and memorizing the
murmur of a waking apartment complex.
I can't write on the lifespan of a tragedy.
How an abandoned dream seeps into your
bones slowly like sun stroking furniture
into fade. How a death feels first like an
amputation. In time, an empty pocket.
I'm of an age where girls cry more at movies
than any true heartbreak & our parents
are still middle aged & we've only known
two generations of family pets & boys
have been playmates longer than potentials.
I'm not even qualified to write on faith;
strong in the the theory of it, still stumbling
into practice. What do I know of dying
daily when I've just learned what death is?
What have I sacrificed when I own nothing?
I'm too young to write a poem.
I'm still young enough to want to.
© Sarah Fletcher, 2013
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